update

i really didn't think it had been that long since i've blogged. i remember now why i sometimes hate having a blog....i always forget to update it.

not a lot has been going on with us. as you read before, we got a new puppy. she is one smart pup. we've only had her for about a month and she is already housebroken. she has had a few accidents, but those are mainly our fault for not letting her out. i'm so glad i don't have to worry about dog pee on my carpet anymore. it's a great feeling!


macy is now our world. i can't imagine what will happen when we have kids. hopefully macy will understand that she will not be the center of attention anymore.

we had a bit of a bump in the road last week. for those of you who know, steven and i have been trying to get pregnant for a while. we've been trying since june and we just haven't had any luck. i went to the doctor on wednesday because of irregularity. they think they have figured out why i don't have an regular period anymore and because of that i'm not getting pregnant. it's not a major issure and it is one that can be fixed with no surgery or anything major...PTL. this was a little upsetting to me. i know god has everything under control, but it's still hard to want something so bad and then someone tells you it might not happen as soon as you would like.

maybe this is a way that god is telling us, "hey, not right now." i know he has perfect timing. i know he sees situations that are in the future that we can't see. maybe we are suppose to do other things before we have to focus entirely on someone else. i do want this in gods timing...i really do! i want what he has set aside for me! he knows my needs, desires, and wants. so here i am god...completely and entirely trusting you.